Tuesday, August 30, 2005
I hate this...I hate it when you always act as if I am a monster.I hate it when you always act as if I am a horrible gal to be with.I hate it when you always act as if my friends are suffering by being friends with me.I hate it when you always act as if I am forcing them to be my friends.And I hate it the most when you always act all these in front of me.You always ask Mei Hong the same old type of questions."Wha. Why is she (me) chaining you (Mei Hong) to her?""Why are you (Mei Hong) always so obliged to sit next to her (me)?"Thanks sia.Ask this kind of questions in front of me somemore.You know something?You are very insensitive. Very.It is just like asking you."Why are the VS guys always together?""Why are Charlene and Wei Yen always together?""Why are Jacqueline and Dawn always together?""Why are Yujiao and Jiaming always together?""Why are you always with Bingyi?"Do you think you have an answer for any of the above questions?You can try answering them.I dare you to.Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |7:01:00 pm|
Saturday, August 27, 2005
Remember...Laugh when you can; cry when you mustA friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.If you love something, set it free.If it comes back to you, it is yours forever.If it flies away, it was never yours to begin with.Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine LaboreThe past is history...The present is a gift...and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |4:25:00 pm|
Bored bored bored...Walau. I just can't seem to suppress my extreme boredom. Maybe it is because each day is a repeat of the previous day.Not much change.Not much difference.Not much excitement.Except more tutorials.More lecture tests.More examinations.More project work.Argh. Shall not waste my time away like this anymore. Concentrate concentrate!!Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |3:07:00 pm|
Friday, August 26, 2005
Somewhere over the rainbow...Somewhere over the rainbow~ I know my dreams will come true.Sure enough. True to its words. One of my dreams has already been realised. I should just be about the happiest person on earth. I got my perfect Royal Family. My princesses Gweny, Mei Hong, Charlene, Li Wei, Shuyun and Jacqueline.We shall live happily ever after together.Riight. That is if and only if there aren't anymore of those lousy lecture tests, examinations and project work. And if fairy tales can really come alive.Riight. As if.Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |9:14:00 pm|
Still pretty interesting..."I think you got the wrong person. The person you should be looking for is actually there. Go go."Walau. I pretty well know who I am talking to. And I definitely know who I am looking at. So there is no need for you to give me extra "kind-hearted" help."Why are you talking to me? Am I blocking your view to someone?"*Turns his head around* to look three hundred and sixty degrees. Then suddenly stood up and walk away."Sorry. Now you can have a clear view of him."Dots. I can only say dots. There are so many dots in the air that I cannot see anything else anymore. Dots.
"Wah. What you want? My phone? No. I think must start paying you protection money soon. Or not we will eventually get hurt by a violent gal like you."Dots. I wonder what exactly can a vulnerable gal like me do to two strong guys like you. Lousy. Dots."Pay protection money? No money no money. Pay with my blood pay with my blood."Some lousy classmate via project workmate you are. How can you help this lousy guy instead of me?! Humph. I know jolly well you enjoy making fun of me. Both of you. Argh."You are not supposed to look this way. You should be looking that way. You know? That way!"*Hands gesturing excitedly* at some infinite distance away. Siao. Since it is so nice to watch that way. Bye~ you can go and watch all you want.Still pretty inter-rest-ting? Riight riight.Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |8:53:00 pm|
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Interesting..."Whatever, whatever."His favourite pet phrase."Can you please don't scream? I am only here. Next to you somemore. Not on the track over there you know."Oh man. Thy gal here is so NOT screaming. That is only thy gal's high-pitched voice vibrating at its natural frequency. Discrimination. Biased. Lousy guy. I know who you need to sit next to you la."Eat your food?! Cannot cannot. Ask that guy behind to eat. Later inside you plant explosives. Then bomb all of us sitting around you away. Wah. Being your friend very poor thing man. I really pity Mei Hong. Kena you point your chopsticks at her somemore. Whoever sits next to you later will soon get killed too. So violent gal. I don't want to die so early man. I better run first. Bye~"Riight. I am so violent. And I haven't even move an inch all the while he was rattling on I don't know what. Somemore I am only asking a favour from him. To please finish up my food if possible because I am too full. Yet he linked all sorts of irrelevant stuff into this. Dots. Nothing to say. "A thousand light years is a measurement of distance. Right, Bingyi?"So what if you read my blog? Wrong usage of phrases then let it be la. I know what you want la. To laugh at me right? Laugh at me lol. Laugh at me lol. It's okie. It's okie. I think I can still survive through this. And I already know just how lousy my English is. So there is no need to hint or emphasise that to me over and over again. Thanks millions."If I talk to you somemore, I am afraid my nose will grow to this long man."*Right arm outstretched to its maximum extent* trying to show where his powerful Pinocchio nose is capable of growing to."My nose will not only be this long, it should be even longer. Just because my arm is not that long enough to illustrate the actual length."I am afraid you won't be able to even walk properly without breaking your pitifully lengthy nose at this rate it is supposed to grow. Anyways, I know you told thousands of lies before already. Enough said. Out. "You see this colourful book? So colourful right? Got so many colours. So much more interesting than my dumb file. Only got blue and yellow. Take the colourful book instead!"Walau. You think I am only a three years old toddler issit? Want to borrow your file also must be so sarcastic. Me colour blind la. Happy?"Borrow my phone? But I want my phone in complete condition! Cannot Cannot."Biased. Discrimination. Don't like me then say la. Lend everybody else in class except me. So biased. Lousy guy. Plain lousy. Humph. "Lend you my phone? For what?! Ok. I think if I lend you for one second only should be alright. Hey. Cannot cannot. Later you slam my buttons very hard. Bang! And my phone will be in wreckage already."Siao. Do I look that strong to you? All is just an exaggeration on your part. Biased. Discrimination. Persuade so hard already only thought of lending me for one lousy second. Lousy."hfgeosfgoiwagfdsbvhdsbvoashpfofhdpqhwfegdugfdnhlnboeshbpowenfb..."Most of what he said is actually in this transcripted form. I also don't know half the time of what he is talking about.I didn't know such a guy existed in my life.Interesting? Riight.Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |5:59:00 pm|
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
A Misunderstanding?I have not the slightest idea. Everything seemed too coincidental. You can't blame me for misunderstanding whatever that has been going on. Even Mei Hong thinks so. I mean the timing fits just a little too perfectly. A bit scary and downright bad luck if you tell me.Somehow something tells me that things are not going to be the same for us anymore. I am pretty exhausted and quite wary of everything that has been going on recently. Maybe it is true that ignorance is bliss. I don't feel like enquiring out anything else anymore.*Devastation* - Let time do its jobVictoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |10:43:00 pm|
Sunday, August 21, 2005
HurtThe word "hurt" is defined as:- 'to inflict with physical pain'
- 'to do substantial or material harm to'
- 'to cause emotional pain or anguish to'
- 'to be detrimental to'
- 'to suffer pain or grief'
- 'to be in need'
- 'to cause damage or distress'
Hurt. Yes, I am hurt. I am terribly hurt. I am so hurt such that my heart has already *ached*, *broke*, *bled* and *shattered* into a million fragments. Enough to cause a heart attack.Quoted from someone who actually said "get away from me (her)" to me. Fine. I may be seriously hurt. But your wish is nevertheless definitely granted. I just hope that a metre radius away from you is enough. And I certainly hope that you will be obliged to do the same. You wouldn't want to be forced to see me lose my temper a third time on someone like you.Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |1:19:00 am|
Saturday, August 20, 2005
Smile and act as if nothing has happened...Yes, this is pretty much how I am going to act in front of people from now on. Call me hypocrite or whatever you want. I am NEVER going to show my true self to anyone ever again. I am NEVER going to let myself get hurt by people I trusted so much before anymore. You are so NOT worth it.Many millions of thanks to Shuyun and Li Wei for trying to help me get over this. I appreciate your efforts alot. Thanks.Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |9:58:00 am|
Friday, August 19, 2005
Friends Forever?I think that is pretty much the last straw. I had enough from you, you and you. Enough. And I mean it. I have completely lost faith and confidence in everything I used to believe in. Fine. Get pissed off with me. Ignore me all you, you and you want. I don't really care now either. Especially when there is no particular reason behind anything. At least to me. I am still blur. But I will eventually learn. Which makes no sense seeing you, you and you ignoring me or whatsoever when I don't even know what exactly is taking place.For those who see me suddenly standing up in the LT5 and moving behind. Haha. Not shocking and not surprising if you can guess correctly that I am actually fed up with certain people sitting along that very same row. Yes, so what if I cried. Some of you actually saw my tears gushing out uncontrollably. Whatever. They are worth my tears before. But not anymore.Some nice person to talk and laugh to almost every single person sitting within one metre radius from her. Except me. Now this is very very obvious that she is of course again doing what she likes most. Ignoring me. Ignoring me because she is pissed off/angry with me for whatever her unknown reason is. If you are furious with me, cannot speak up is it? At least I would have known what the hell is going on. Instead of asking me to stare into your black face and watch you execute your absolutely hostile actions towards me. Then let the fact that something is wrong to dawn upon me. Thank you very much. I am so loving it. Five days. That is pretty much the maximum I can tolerate you. Especially when I thought you are a close friend of mine. Man was I so terribly wrong. So don't blame me for losing my temper. And this is probably the second time you are like that. Don't keep pushing the blame to me. Normally my anger is caused by things you do to me. Not generated from the thin air. If you can like that, so can I. And if you want to keep things this way, fine with me.You are a more innocent party. But nevertheless dragged into this somehow one way or another. I can only say that I am sorry. But it is pretty plain clear that you don't take whatever I say seriously. I know I am ultra-sensitive. And I tend to think alot. Yes, and I don't deny that fact. But I know. And I am sure I know when a person is really being hostile towards me suddenly. I mean it is so damn obvious. Only if you really go and put yourself in my shoes will you then understand that all the while I am telling the truth. But no. You just take it that my imagination is running wild again. You brush away my anxieties as if they are dirt. I seriously ask you. How many times do you really take my word for something? You can't blame me for being pissed off with you. Especially when hostility from some people are obviously in the air. And you don't believe me one bit. To you, of course they are all right. They smile and laugh with you. But they don't do that with me. And from comparison, you will know something is seriously wrong. But it didn't matter to you I guess. It is involving me anyways, not you. So why would you care. Seriously speaking. We didn't fight. But we didn't talk anymore afterwards. If you seriously feel "chained" to me, like what Seng Wai commented, and you want to be free to search for a brighter future ahead, then say so. There is no need for you to force yourself to stay in pairs with me. I think you will enjoy yourself more tremendously in companies with Charlene, Wei Yen, Yujiao and Jiaming. Oops. I think you already are.You. You are the first person that I am seriously irritated with. Ever since I don't know when. A million light years? You always go "Whatever, whatever" as if it is free like that. Since you are always "whatever" here "whatever" there, then there is no need to ask me whatever is going on anymore. And since you always say that you don't care about anything at all, there is no need for me to say anything too. I know you are a nice person. You used to be nice anyways. But not anymore I guess. I don't know when exactly did this happen, but it just happened unknowingly. Whatever. I don't really care whatever goes on in your life anyways too.This is an important period of time when I think I need to understand myself all over again. I am still in a mixture of anger, devastation and shock. I mean who wouldn't when two of your closest friends, or rather I thought they are my closest friends, or rather my ex-closest friends, just suddenly turn their backs on you? I guess maybe I am just being too reliant on my friends. Whatever. Maybe it's finally time for me to learn to be more independent. To learn to live a life without friends. Alone. Who needs friends when they are capable of inflicting such extreme damage to my mental and emotional health?Friends forever? My foot.Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |11:58:00 pm|
Monday, August 15, 2005
Dots...-_-'"...Please don't tell me you guys actually believe that the previous blog entry is written by me...cause it is NOT...it is actually Charlene who is behind that...and I am just standing beside her "innocently" watching her write that...hahas...:PAnyways...yes I went Charlene's house which is so freaking big...and yes I saw her two dogs which are also so freaking big...and yes yes I fed her *beep* potato chips...and yes yes yes her *beep* is so damn ferocious when it comes to food...I swear my fingers would have been included in her stomach too if I didn't dodge in time...and whatever the two dogs are doing to each other whenever they are together is damn *censored*...oh my god...hahas...Anyways...supposed to go Charlene's house to study together...but end up me watching her play Maplestory...dots...and it sparked off my interest in the game too...damn...Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |3:46:00 am|
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Charlene Rocks Today I went to Charlene's house. I fed her bitch potato chips and she's ferocious. She's so freaking fat. Roar!
Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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Miss Ting out
@ |4:49:00 pm|
Guess I am in quite a state of confusion now...I keep feeling as though a part of me is missing somehow...like it is being forced to tear apart away from me...like something is just not quite right in the atmosphere...there is only one and only explanation I guess...I MISS THE TAIWANESE STUDENTS!!! Argh~!!! And they had only been away for a mere seven hours!!!Sigh...sian...I should have stayed on overnight with my buddy at the RELC (Regional English Learning Centre or something) last night...I mean it was the Taiwanese students' last night in Singapore...yet I couldn't stay on because I got to get home just for the sake of recharging my dead camera battery...totally stupid man...I regret it now...:(Anyways...I can only say that I am very confused at the current state things have been going on around me...I don't know what exactly is happening in tutorials and lectures...I don't know why I constantly feel so damn exhausted and sleepy...I don't know what am I supposed to do next...as in where to start and how to go about doing it...I am just very very confused at everything that is going on now...Anyways...went to Singapore Changi Airport today to send the Taiwanese students off...and even though I am not really bonded close together with my own buddy...I still cried...for just a minute or so...sigh...must have been the atmosphere and also being somewhat affected by those who were crying their hearts out there...it was just so saddening...I am really going to miss them all...especially their presences, their smiles, their laughters, their jokes and the memories of all the times we had been together...A BIG BIG thank you to all of you for brightening up and colouring my already-very-boring life with each of your unique colours...I am really going to miss all of you guys...especially Brian, Jia Hong, Chun Hao, Alec, Zheng Xian, Wilson, Tony, Hei Hei, Amy and my one and only buddy...Xin Yi...thank you very very much for the past eighteen days we have been together...thank you...:)Taiwan Immersion Programme ROCKS!!! :DVictoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |12:06:00 am|
Friday, August 12, 2005
Guess no matter how much I wish my life would finally please go back to normal...I still feel the pinch of sadness and unwillingness to let the Taiwanese students return back to their homeland...which is like tomorrow...ARGH!!! NO~!!!I am not in too good a mood now too I guess...probably because of all the recent unpleasant stuff that has been happening around me as well as on me...so damn annoying...then also because the Taiwanese students are all going to leave us in just another sixteen more hours...counting down from now...ARGH!!! I am soooo going to miss them all!!! And lastly...my boring no-life life will be forced to revert back to its old ways of focusing only on studies...and only studies...so boring...I am soooo NOT looking forward to it...:(I normally don't mention names...but since today is such a memorable occasion...and I would love to remember the names of these wonderful Taiwan friends...I shall record them down here...hahas...:DFirstly...I will have to mention my Taiwan buddy...Hsin Yi (Sammi)...she has been a really sweet gal... accompanying me around for the past eighteen days...Secondly...I will have to thank Yong Guan and his Taiwan buddy...Qian Ding (Brian)...for inviting both of us over for multiple dinners and movies...Thirdly...I am especially grateful to all those who has given me a helping hand when I most needed you...a special tribute to the following Victorians:And also a Taiwanese student:
For teaching me ever so patiently on how to ride a bicycle...
Once again...many thanks to the following Victorians:
- Chien Wei
- Mei Yian
- Teck Chuan
- Bing Sheng
- Yan Ho
- Zhang Han
- Lemuel
- Zhi Lei
- Li Seng
- Jingjie
And also the following Taiwanese students:
- Lee Ni (Michelle)
- Wen Yi (Alice)
- Kai Wen (Sophia)
- Li Min (Amy)
- Hei Hei (Amy)
- Chao Li
- Zheng Xian
- Zhong Yang (Jordy)
- Xu Dong (Tony)
- Xue Wei (Wilson)
- Chong Hao (Andy)
- Jia Hong
- Shao Fu
- Guo Ting (Alec)
For teasing me soooo much in one way or another...and enjoying every single minute of it somemore...I shall say this one last time...I am NOT Zhang-shao!!! Thanks sia!!! However...FORGET ME NOT!!! Because YES!!! I am the "xiao-xiao" (smile smile) into the camera that gal/photographer/paparazzi!!! And you still aren't supposed to forget me soooo easily because YES!!! I am also the "WALAU~~~!!!" in a damn high-pitched voice that mad woman!!! Yes!!! That's me!!! Remember me!!! Hahas...:D
Thanks once again for bringing soooo much laughter to me, Victoria JC and Singapore...:D
Of course not forgetting those people who have organised so many outings and leading us to having a great time in Singapore:
- Zheng Hao
- Sean
- Huai Yuan (our future Prime Minister!!! Hahas...:D)
And also many thanks to the rest of the people who were relatively quite quiet throughout the eighteen days...but nevertheless still a fantastic company:
- Jasmine
- Yi Peng
- Wei Gang (Willie)
- Xu Hao
- Jun Fu (Lewis)
THANKS PEOPLE!!! YOU ALL ROCK!!! :DVictoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |12:26:00 am|
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Maybe it was a huge mistake right from the start...to participate in this Taiwan Immersion Programme...I mean I am already lagging behind my studies...I am suffering from a serious lack of sleep...my homework is piling up to almost as high as the famous Mount Everest...and yet I am forced to pon my precious tutorials and lectures...and still expect to get very fantastic results for tests and examinations...walau~ YOU SURE I CAN DO IT A NOT???!!!ARGH~!!! I think I am going to go crazy pretty soon...I will be missing half of Mathematics lecture, Physics practical, Physics lecture and Project Work tomorrow...oh man...I am lousy enough already...this will only make things worse...I really think my Promos is not going to be of any much difference as my Mid-years...sigh...sian...:(Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |12:29:00 am|
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Oh gosh...I can barely bring myself to believe this...but I have just discovered a terrible truth about a certain somebody...and oh my goodness!!! :SOh man...this person is certainly crazy or something...I really wonder whether he is even worth my time, trust and friendship...I mean how could he even dare to do something like that?! I am still suffering from some degree of shock...oh my god...maybe I will be better off without him in my life anymore...
Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |7:47:00 pm|
Happy 17th Birthday, Princess Charlene dearest~!!! :)Thanks for always being there for me...always standing by my side supporting me...always giving me your priceless opinions...always cracking some lame jokes and laughing it out with me...and also million of thanks for sharing secrets...:DHappy sweet seventeen!!! Remember...the future is ours to make...:DVictoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |11:11:00 am|
I am pretty troubled recently...sigh...sian...but what to do? What's happened has already happened...nothing can be done to change it...Anyways...discovered alot of new issues which I myself don't even know about myself before...guess I am a really blur blur person...:SMaybe I should just leave everything to fate...so let's just go and pluck the flower petals instead...Hahas...relax...I am only kidding...:DThe future is ours to make, remember?Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |1:16:00 am|
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Something wicked this way comes...hahas...:DWoke up only at 1230 in the afternoon...which is actually the time me and my buddy supposed to meet the other Taiwan people for lunch at Eunos...dots...-_-'"...guess I overslept BIG time...I was aching all over and yawning like crazy when I finally managed to scramble out of bed...guess I had over-exert myself yesterday by learning to ride the stupid bike...or rather falling out of it...hahas...lousy me...:SAnyways...went slacking by shopping around Citylink Mall again...after which we changed our slacking location to Marina Square instead...the guys went ahead and started playing multi-player online game or something...what Counter-Strike and some weird but cool demon-slaying game...woah~ so damn violent and bloody somemore...anyways...the gals just stood aside and cheered them on...so very the big waste of time...but nevertheless it was quite fun...:DSoon after many of us started to segregate into a few different small groups and doing our preferred activities...some went shopping...some stayed on to play the demon-slaying game...some went bowling...and the rest went off to Marina early to join in the National Day celebrations...Went pretty early to Marina to prepare for a seafood steamboat feast...sat there crapping rubbish...taking plenty of ultimate boliao pictures...and when the steamboat feast finally commerce...all of us supposedly began to cook the raw meat and seafood...but we end up with either charcoal look-alike "things" or "things" that look yum delicious on the outside...but actually taste like rubber when bitten...yucks!!! :SAeroplanes and helicopters started flying pass us overhead and the view was magnificent...I was pretty amazed at the beautiful sight...hahas...:DFireworks were a plenty too...it was such a superb sight...with all the magnesium oxide...hahas...:DThen diasater strikes...something wicked this way comes...Shall not elaborate any farther now...hahas...let's just keep the suspense for next time because I want to go and sleep now...hahas...:DVictoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |11:54:00 pm|
Happy 40th Birthday, Singapore!!! :)Today is our nation Singapore's 40th birthday as an independent country...:)The future is ours to make...:DVictoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |11:46:00 pm|
Monday, August 08, 2005
Today is a very significant day of my life...it is the day I learnt to fall...and to fall properly...Went to East Coast Park after much slacking shopping around in Parkway Parade...my buddy and another pair of buddies decided to try rollerblading...whereas I decided to continue learning how to ride a bicycle...I fell numerous times during the learning process...received many bonus black tyre marks on both my legs...inflicted a total of three distinct visible bloody wounds on my knees...decorated with several mosquito bites somemore...hahas...:DDespite all these repeated failures...I finally managed to ride a bicycle...really!!! YAY!!! Hahas...:DHowever...I still don't really know how to steer/turn the bicycle though...which is why sometimes I actually ride the bicycle head on straight into a tree...:SI am soooo damn exhausted today...because I only slept for an hour and a half last night...and so I was like busy catching up with my sleep on the sofa when what I should be doing is to watch a movie...So now my parents were like asking me what I have done today...and should I mention that I was actually busy sleeping at my friend's house just now?!Dots...-_-'"...Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |11:01:00 pm|
Sunday, August 07, 2005
Went cycling with the other Taiwan people on the small Pulau Ubin island today...:)The outing was so damn farnee...so very exciting...and also soooo very the tiring...Due to me being too stupid and having no natural borne talents...I don't know how to ride a bicycle...therefore I had to go for an hour and a half long hike up and down the Pulau Ubin island...from there I stepped on an uncountable number of lemons...my feet were like so damn sour!!! :P
After walking for soooo long...we finally managed to survive looping back to where we first starting out from...and so there we sat...drinking our coconuts blissfully with a few other Taiwan people who returned early from their bike rides...The worst thing is that...my only two friends whom I went hiking with dumped me to cycle around the island themselves...woah...cry man...and so I had to learn how to ride a bicycle all by myself...wow...me teach myself...a teacher of myself...cool man...Until now...even after having attended some self-learning lessons for about an hour and a half...I still don't know how to ride a bicycle properly...I can't balance properly...my centre of gravity is always off...sigh...sian...don't know why in the world too...I mean I can't even keep my feet off the ground for more than five seconds!!!That is how lousy I am...sigh...sian...why does everything always ends up like that?! :SVictoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |11:36:00 pm|
Saturday, August 06, 2005
I guess I am really dead...I have a very very bad feeling that I am going to fail pretty badly for Promos again...just like I did for the Mid-years...and then I will have to kena retain for another long long year...so damn sian...:(Guess how much homework I probably would have completed during this whole loooong weekend?Nothing...Nothing...and I mean it...I am just too busy every single day now to even have any time to spare sitting down to complete a teeny-whiny bit of my homework...Guess what homework I am supposed to complete by Monday/Thursday?- Biology skill C and D practical report (can you believe it...it is already FIVE days overdue...)
- General Paper essay and essay outline (and I am the idiot GP rep somemore...)
- Chinese composition (and I am supposed to be on the bright side NOT the dark side...)
- Chemistry skill A practical report
- Physics "Work, Energy and Power" tutorial (and I haven't even started on it...I haven't even complete my stupid "Oscillations" tutorial...and many other tutorials before that...)
- Mathematics 7.4 Vectors tutorial (and I haven't even started on a single Vectors tutorial yet...)
- Biology "DNA and Protein Synthesis" tutorial (and I haven't even finished trying the stupid MCQs...)
And...the best best BEST thing of all is that...PROMOS IS JUST AROUND EIGHT BLOODY WEEKS AWAY!!! And I haven't even started on any of my revision!!! ARGH~~~!!!!!! I am soooo screwed...:S
Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |11:59:00 pm|
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Seng Wai and Nicole...Admitted fact? I guess so...Anyways...it is Seng Wai who dared me to write this...hahas...and he doesn't care anyways...dots...-_-'"...And so they live happily ever after...:)Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |4:43:00 pm|
Wait and wait and wait and wait...wait until the day finally comes when we finally met the Taiwanese students...who will become our buddies for around two weeks...or rather a total of eighteen days...they will be here from 26th July all the way to 12th August...:)
Anyways...had been out these few days consecutively...all the way from the wee hours of around seven in the morning going school...to very very late at night of around eleven thirty...almost midnight!!!Oh man...running out of glucose soon...running here running there running everywhere...running out of money pretty soon too...paying here paying there paying everywhere...too busy treating all the Taiwanese students to care whether my wallet is becoming empty or not...
At least I will get to go to Taiwan in December this year...hahas...:)
Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore
The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)
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BeautifulSeason out
@ |4:02:00 pm|